"We are only humans girl, we make mistakes" - I guess this comes from highly philisophycal lyric from G-unit maybe. I must admit it is damn true. Not as true as when they sing: "get a date suck a dick, biiiiitch" well but you know what I mean. Back to making mistakes. I think I dont regret a lot of things for a long time. If something goes wrong and there is no way to make it up, I dont usually bother myself with a lot of needless worry. Not this time. I think I am playing THE GAME. The ancient one that has been around since Mars has a dick and Venus collects shoes. The game of love, or more particularly the game of getting someone. An endless push and pull well stuffed with worries and uncertainity. The game we hate and love the most at the same time. I wish it was easier. Guy sees girl, girl smiles, guy askes: "So?", girl sais "Sure." Than they just walk away hand in hand while the sun is slowly going down in the background. Simple, perfect. Yes or no, take it or leave it.

I guess it was different in the old ages. Guy sees girl, guy shakes stone-maul and sais: "Raiirr"girl goes with him while the sun is slowly going down in the background, or girl sais "Raiirr" too and other big guy comes out of the cave and beats the living shit out of our stone-mauled friend. Than they han they just walk away hand in hand while the sun is slowly going down in the background. Simple, perfect. Yes or no, take it or leave it.

What do we have today?
that is something I will tell tonight when I come back from the city, drunk, exhausted. Hope you will like it. I wont. Maybe.