Here I am, drunk as I should be. I am kind of developing this alcoholic image of myself... althought this is where the magic of blogs come in. Maybe I should not care. Anyway as I promised I am here.. ready to rumble.
Man, I had a great night tonight. The kind when you bring a lot of very different friends together, and worry if the whole thing is gona work out, and it did. Whenever I shut up, somebody would take the lead. Where was I anyway, oh alright... THE Game.

So today what you see is a complete mess. Who thinks what about whom, and why. If he or se writes something in an sms, than there are at least a thousend explanations of what they could mean. Also if there is a girl you like, and she likes you, you just cant have a simple deal. You have to go round and round until she is ready to give the fight up. I think I hate this. I think I am in love, and despite the fact that I think I understand a lot, I just stand here, unable to think, understand or move at all. She makes me want to see her, and tell her, and share the moments, she makes me want to whisper her nice things.. she makes me want to GIVE.

I read this post, I think I am going mad, if you agree please tell in the comments part. Thanks. I think I need to rephrase this whole thing tomorrow. By the way I decided I wont delete any post from now on. If I post it, its online, period.