5 days past since my last post.

5 days is nothing, right? I mean if you would start walking towards the Balaton from Budapest, you dont even get there in this time. Ok, you do save some time if you go on the highway... kinda cruel as I imagine you in your jogging gear in the slower lane with a (one week) highway sticker on your forehead, trying to maintain the minimal speed. The picture is the best around the third day I guess.
Ok I know what you're thinking. Maybe a 3 day highway pass would suffice, if you never get there anyway, but not this time. Don't stick to stupid details, ok? Focus on the minimal speed.


OK maybe this is not what I really wanted to talk about. These five days have changed everything. Most of you have probably seen the movie Shrek.. now, there is the part when Donkey goes: "I am in love, (tü tüü, tüüü tüüüüü) I am a believer.." This just describes how I feel. No, I dont feel like a donkey, I much more feel like a believer. I try to be careful these days. I tried not to fall in love, I really did. Not that I could control it at all. Here is this girl now, we together. I am having the best time possible. She just fits me. Her touch and kiss, and the way she nestles to me.. suddenly everything makes sense. I dont know, I really dont know what is going on. There are barriers.. the circumstances are far from perfect.. ex boyfriend lurking around, shouting, terrorizing her. She should be learning though.. exams are going on. Ahh.. maybe this is not a forum to talk about her problems, those are really her business, and mine now, but not yours. No offence, its just that I think its fair tell you all about me but not others.