I just forgot a little thing that is on my mind now..

Take my advice gentleman, beware the ladies that make our hearts beat faster than it should.. This phenomena could lead to a heart attack on one hand, and on the other it is even more dreadful in the long term. If you know what I am talking about than its probably too late to save your souls. There is no escape from addiction. Once you experienced the thing that I am refusing to name cause its name is the most overused one on this side of the coitus. If you have it, you want to free yourself from it. You get freedom, you want it back, but already not sure from whom.. looks like confusion is the only constant feeling.. I can still remember the "everything is perfect" feeling created in the subject. It only left me some three months ago after almost four years. Sometimes memories feel to good to be true and we feel like they might not have been ours at all..

I am too negative today. I will be positive tomorrow, I promise.